When your body turns into a ping,

I have not completed the holidays, but had increased body weight 10 kg. Holiday is simple and fun, but after the holiday is over, would I still be happy? Hell yeah I have to try hard to lose weight.

hey, by the way. How's your holiday? :-D

Mine, is... yeah, a bit fun. Hahaha. Seriously I can't stop muching, so that's why I became a pig. Oh ya, 2011 is almost over, have you planned something to do, ppl? I have no plan yet to celebrate my NYE. Well, whether the pig allowed to celebrate the new year?

Dec, 25.

xoxo, 

Claudy

:(

IN THE MIDDLE OF CRISIS CONFIDENCE. 

Seriously I feel like a dump who just walk straight without destination:(

I know I am not that pretty. Not that smart. Not that lucky. Not that rich. Not that diligent. Not a prayer. I am far from the perfect person.

But I always tried. I always failed, too. How hard I prayed and tried, the results were not satisfactory. It makes me sad and feel very stupid, I can't make myself became happy, especially parents. This is the umpteenth time has happened, it proper for me to give up?:'(

Yea actually I just frustrated because my middle score test are bad. Indeed not all, but most of. I got sixty six for grammar:( fifty five for reading:( and other score which I predicted wasn't fully achieved good. Am I in the wrong decision to took my major? Oh God why am I always hard to get what I want? I don't wanna let down my mom&dad in learning on this college. I am 18yo then I don't want to play like a child, I've grown up and want to seriously pursue my goal BUT WHY CONDITION AROUND AND MY BRAIN NEVER SUPPORTED?! Is that because I am not blah blah blah? Is that perfect people who deserve?

I feel nothing. Not useful. I wanted to scream the loudest even though I know it will not affect anything. What else should I be proud of me, that people should see more of me. I am so regret with myself.

It's already a year.

I still remember when they surprised me with a birthday cake. Yea, last year when I was seventeen years old. Actually I don't know why, but I fell after that day my life became happier. I feel grown up because it was deemed legal tread life as a woman.

Many wonderful experiences when holding age of seventeen. Very much. Very valuable. Like, I want to always be there. But time flies ...... so fast. Until finally I realized I would leave it soon.

Today. Is the 10th of November. 

My birthday. Eighteen.

And again..... my friends surprised me on my birthday. Speechless. I do really thankful to God because I have them in my life who gives a priceless attention. Not many words were spoken because I am confused how to express it. Am so touched :')

here :)

Thankyou... thankyou for the wishes and everything. Thankyou for still take caring of me. Thanks for the beautiful friendship ever. I hope you are blessed and always happy in life ♥

11.01.11

My favorite month of the existing 12months.

Because....

It's time when I took my one year of age, each year.
30 days of happiness.

Because November is near to December.

sometimes I need sometime on my own.

Sometimes I need sometime all alone.

So never mind the darkness we still can find a way

Nothing lasts forever even cold November rain. -Guns N' Roses

I'm so glad if you get your own blissfulness here.

XX

--

Phoenix-Gf

Die and succeed. I say it out loud but he just don't care.

Lagi,

Masih tentang dia yang sendiri.
Dibisikkan rindu.
Dihujani iri.

Bertahan itu aku.

Kesepian itu temanku.

Bukan pasang mata yang memandang.
Bukan segenggam tangan yang memegang.
Bukan, ini bukan puisi cinta.
Melainkan coretan iba.

Raga masih  sanggup, walau hati meredup.

Menyerah?

Ha-ha. Untuk apa.

Sudah kubilang,

Bertahan itu aku.

Claudia Devina Aniendiani Widisasongko//2011

I'm officially.

Gue bingung harus cerita atau nulis berapa banyak untuk ungkapin ini.

Malah, gue seperti tidak bisa berkata - kata.

Singkat cerita, hari ini senang. Sekali.

Dapat almamater dan tentu saja teman baru....... :)

Ha-ha. Kayaknya muka gue seneng banget ya di foto itu. 

Tapi memang dalam hati ya senang banget.

Maaf gue bukannya males nulis lho, tapi ini beneran bingung mau gimana mengungkapkannya. Yang jelas gue seneng. (tuh kan kalimatnya muter-muter doang)

Satu hal yang gue sadar after inauguration tadi adalah....... Saya sudah dewasa. Dari segi umur, juga pikiran (semoga). Dan gue harap nggak terlambat untuk menyadari hal ini ;)

Over all, I'm officially Binusian. Puji Tuhan gue bisa terima dengan lapang dada, nggak ada beban di hati. Jujur, gue seneng bisa balik lagi kayak gini, setelah sekian lama gue menghabiskan waktu di sekolah itu dengan berat hati (Ha-ha please Clauuuu itu udah kelar kaleee!)


InsyaYesus nggak ada hambatan untuk 4tahun kedepan. Terimakasih Tuhan untuk jacket-nya!♥ 


Lotta love,
Claudy

"All roads lead to Rome" :)

Rome, Aug 2011.

CBN06

General Orientation was done!
I never thought its gonna be fun and the most unforgotable moment before I enter the Uni.
Thankyou so much for the best BC ever! Also you guys, Binusian 2015 ♥

See you around,  Big Family of English Dept!

Welcome, Campus!

 
   First day in College - July 25th 2011 for briefing orientation.
   Orientation day starts from July 26th until 30rd.
   Yeah, a bit excited. New journey begins.

--

"Setiap langkah yang kamu buat untuk masa depan tidak akan sia - sia, karena Tuhan melihat itu sebuah usaha meskipun kamu gagal." -via @riskynuria

"...dan mungkin dlm perjuangan itu lo bakalan gagal, tp kegagalan dari sebuah perjuangan yg paling hebat adalah kemenangan yg paling berarti." -via @bayurani

Saya berharap banget kamu baca ini!

Crave you - Flight Facilities

Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I stare at you
Why can't I keep you safe as my own?
One moment I have you the next you are gone
Rehearsed steps on an empty stage
That boy's got my heart in a silver cage
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you

I walked into the room dripping in gold
Yeah dripping in gold
I walked into the room dripping in gold
Dripping in gold
A wave of heads did turn, or so I've been told
Or so I've been told
My heart broke when I saw you kept your gaze controlled
Oh I cannot solve

Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I stare at you
Why can't I keep you safe as my own?
One moment I have you the next you are gone
Rehearsed steps on an empty stage
That boy's got my heart in a silver cage
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you

It's true I crave you
Crave You
It's true I crave you

Let's just stop and think, before I lose face
Surely I can't fall, into a game of chase
Around his little finger, that boy has got me curled
I try to reach out, but he's in his own world
This boy's got my head tied in knots with all his games
I simply want him more because he looks the other way

Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I stare at you
Why can't I keep you safe as my own?
One moment I have you the next you are gone
Rehearsed steps on an empty stage
That boy's got my heart in a silver cage
Why can't you want me like the other boys do?
They stare at me while I crave you

I am craving you.

If you want truly understand something, try to change it. -Kurt Lewin

I know you read this post. Don't ask, don't be upset. Please realize that someone have a choice in their life, including me. I may lose something good, but I may gain something better. So, let me changing.

Sincerely, 

Claudy

THANKSGOD :"

Hari ini ambil ijasah ke sekolah (for the very very last time I went to this building! Yeah)

Cuma sebentar, tapi nggak berhenti senyum.

Bukan, bukan karena seseorang.

Tapi karena kertas - kertas ditangan alias ijasah gue sendiri :)

Sebetulnya agak kaget dan nggak nyangka sih pas buka mapnya. Hahaha, zuper deh.

Nilai UAN paling rendah matematika 7.25 (gue paling lemah pelajaran ini!), selanjutnya diatas 8,5.

Transkip nilai, akutansi gue 100, mandarin 9,25.

Nilai IPA sendiri juga diatas 8,0. Dan yang lainnya juga rata - rata 8 keatas.

Kata bokap, "Oke sip, nilainya bagus kak. Ini disimpan."

Hahaha, well, boleh kan sekali - sekali bangga dengan diri sendiri? :)

Wah pada intinya gue kelewatan seneng deh, senang banget. Apalagi semua diraih dengan murni, murni tanpa contekan apapun, dengan kondisi belajar gue disekolah itu yang dari awal sangat terpaksa, ternyata hasilnya bisa memuaskan juga. Beneran dari usaha belajar dan berdoa. Ternyata perjuangan terseok - seok gue selama ini nggak berakhir sia - sia. God, I know you extremely intervened.

thanks thanks thanks!!!!!!!!!! Ah.

MARDIGRAS

Eva for GoGirl Look 2011

I just heard a superb good news. 

Eva, my friend in Junior High School become a finalist in the selection of GoGirl Magazine.
This is not the first year she wrestle world of modeling, she was also a finalist in GADSAM, year 2007.

Since childhood, her talent was already seen. She often participated in the modeling, such as catwalks and many others events. In addition to smart and pretty, she can also play various musical instruments such as piano, and guitar. Not only that, she also has a melodious and great voice, it was evidenced by the many times she was invited to fill in events such as Guruh Soekarno Putra's birthday, also too many other great events.

   

She remembers a Lord in all the activities that she do. Moreover, her talent is no doubt, she deserves to be an idol. It based with many trophies are there at her home. She really a multi-talented girl.

Actually, a lot of advantages she can do. To know her closer, just follow and tweet her. Don't worry, she is friendly and glad to meet new people :)

With her elder Sister; Bali, 2010

                GOOD LUCK, EVA!

                 WE BEG TO YOU <3

Nb: Stay tuned on this page, guys! Wait for the next good news! :)

L.

Terimakasih Tuhannnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) :)

the day.

  WISH US LUCK 3S1!

Fighting for the last time.

A sudden nervous. H-1 national examinations.
The question still same; how far your preparation?

I realize that time flies fast,
Love, Laugh, Life, everything running fast.
But  when we tried to stop it doesn't run, it means that we don't live. Cause, even though the memories left are beautiful, but do not stuck there, because the future waiting you.


Hereby Am write a simply notes for all my girls to heading our exams.

Dear Tar11,
Believe that our efforts wouldn't end in vain. All hopes are come true soon.
Because you know that...
We started together with a lot of thing that I can't explain one by one.

And we will have landed perfectly.

GOODLUCK TARAKANITA 2011 ;)

We can do it, ladies!

MAS BRUNO WAS COOL.

Excited for Bruno? Ohhh surely yessss!!!!

ISTORA, 5 APRIL 2011.

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause Bruno you're amazing

Just the way you are <3

we wait for your promise to back return soon!

xx,

Claudy